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| Vin came by after work and chilled with me for a little bit.  | | |
| Today... It's been six months.  I don't know if he even realizes it. lol. He's driving back from LA with his daddy at the moment.  I'm going to go to bed and dream about him. hehe. i talk to him tomorow because I know he may be sleepy by the time he gets home. hehe. | | |
| I still love him. My feelings won't change for him. He may have changed on me though. He thinks he has me figured out when he really doesn't know me at all. He's no longer the same guy I fell for 6 months ago. The guy I fell for six months ago gave a damn. The guy I fell for made me happy. The guy I fell for made my feelings of loneliness disappear. The guy I fell for was my best friend. What happened to him? I want to know his world... I want to share in his likings... But when he feels he needs to keep things from me or not even just give me a little taste of his interests... How can we share in that? I share my knowledge in computers... my feelings... my points of views? I just wish for him to understand me, know me, and SHARE his world with me. That's all I want. Please don't give up on me because of your impatience. | | |
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